What am I doing here?
It's not like my brain will suddenly appear
I am not made for something great
I am not the girl the boys want to date
I don't have what it takes
I might as well give up, before my heart breaks
I studied quite hard for that test
I went in and did my best
But my best once again wasn't good enough
But, being reminded I am stupid is tough
People told me to just pray
And I would have a better day
But I still did bad
And now I am just sad
Now I just want to frown
I just want to be down
I want to just sit and eat
I just want to take a seat
Let me cry
Don't ask why
You just won't understand
This is not what I planned
I just wanted to succeed
That's what I need
But, instead I made a fool out of myself
I need to put my dream up on a shelf
My parents tell me to keep going
But, my self-esteem needs a quick towing
I need to find a skill
But what if I can't; how will that make me feel?
I don't like the way I talk
I don't like the way I walk
I can't stand the way I look
I wish I could be read like an open book
I want a man who will love me
And will let my personality be
Somebody who won't mind my weird laugh
I want to be a whole and not just a half
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