My heart is numb
My body is limp
My brain is dull
The life I thought I knew
Was actually hopes and dreams blowing through
Thought my life was solid and set
I thought he was the one, I would have bet
He was perfect and yet here we are
Weak, broken and loving from afar
Confused, sulking and constantly crying
Wondering why I think God is lying
God doesn't lie, cheat or steal
But why did I think the love was real
I broke his humble,loving heart
Would I have done things different if I knew that from the start
I'm angry, bitter, frustrated and shocked
It's been four days since I have seen him and talked
I miss him and I don't know how to seek comfort
Loving life, goals and desires have once again gone short
Once again God has treated me life a cat
Dangling hope, love above me as I bat
I take the bait and he pulls away
Expecting that my faith won't sway
It would be one thing if this only involved me
Why can't that be?
Baby, I thought all I needed was you
But, now God is telling me that's not true
If it's not right then why does my heart not know
My stomach is rocking to and fro
Why does it seem that our heart and brain are never on the same path
Different paths bring wrath
My brain knows it's going to work itself out
While my heart just wants to scream and shout
The brain sometimes masks what our heart desires
Even while the bosom burns with fires
All I want is Jiminy
And he could easily make me see
What path I'm supposed to take
Separation between feelings of real and fake
I only wish and pray that he will soon feel joy
He doesn't dissever grief, he is too righteous of a boy
He is sweet, amazing, loyal and kind
Soon he will be able to find
His career,his wife and a home
No longer feeling alone and out to roam
I love him and he dissevers the best
Just wish his heart would rest
Let us pray that God gives us peace
Or gives us answers at least
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